Thursday, November 27, 2008
I went to the doctor again today. She assure me it's the ligaments that's causing my pain as it's stabbing pains not cramps. Due to my job nature with all the extra walking and standing, my ligaments is overstrain plus my womb is too tense. She advice more rest so gave me Hospitalization leave till 05/12. I had to take injections 2 times a week ! SobS. I will be checking with Raffles to see if i can get the injections there instead. NUH is too far. Got my 9th injection today and many more to go !!
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
On mc today again. Yesterday manage to fall asleep around 5 am. I woke up at 930 with sharp pains again. I tried calling the hospital but nurse and doctor is busy. Manage to get a call back at 12. The nurse said Doctor ask me to see her tomorrow if the pain is still there and if any bleeding to go to ER straight away. Really worried now. So far what i read online seems to suggest placenta abruption which means the placenta is dislocated from the womb. About 20% of cases has no bleeding at first. HOW HOW? I will be seeing the Doctor again tomorrow at 9.50am. Hope everything will be fine.
I have been having sharp pains again since Sat evening. Really felt like crying at work on Sat. Took MC on Sun cos woke up with sharp pains again. Called Mary Rauff. She told me since no bleeding, don't worry and rest. Went to see her today. Turn out my womb too tense..Sobs. I have to take weekly injections. The injection today is really painful !! It's the 8th. I actually have tears rolling down my eyes. Now I'm still having the pains and it's getting worst. There is a bit of red spotting and i have to work 12 hours shift tomorrow. Really don't know what to do now. I really feel like crying again. I tried to lie down and it hurts even more. I have to sit up. How ?? Sighz. I'm really worried. BB is fine so far. Mary Rauff took BB's heartbeat today with a Doppler. It's between 156 to 158. While I was in pain, BB kicked me a few times.
I really feel like quitting my job for BB's sake. But money wise how? Don't want to keep taking money from Shawn's Dad. Also lost out on the maternity benefits, the 4 months leave and the company will actually be giving me $1200. Somemore hard to find a job later also with all the recession going on. Singtel is still doing pretty well so no worries about losing my job. But really wonder how long i can tahan. Everytime go back to work, new problems will occur. I though i was getting better so i started to serve customers. Who knows the customers on sat make me walk there and here so many times. Wan to see this and that and this and that. I actually served one guy for 1 hour and 20 mins !! I was walking to and fro like 10 times! I gave up sitting and was standing up cos tired of getting down and up the chair. Then the pain started in the evening around 6 plus. I tried to work and gave up around 7. Then I sat down in the pantry till 730 and went to the information counter after that. Now taking mc also pretty hard with manpower problems, if i take mc, my colleagues have to stay back or come back from their off day. Feel really bad. HOW HOW ??
Also getting really irritated with shawn. Keep playing CS !! And don't let me sleep ! I'm so tired and sleepy and in pain ! Really Angry with him !
I can't sleep at all! I have been trying to sleep since 3am but the pain is too much. It's worst when I lay down. I had to sit up. The pain is gone now but I'm wide awake!!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
19 Oct Wed Rainy
Went to the Doctor's appt today. Mary Rauff is back. Good news is my placenta is not as low as before but still low. Bb is looking good. Can see the bones on the ultrasound. So cute. I can see the fingers and spine. So Cute ! Can't see whether girl or boy yet, Bb felt asleep and legs was crossed. Sighz, have to wait till next appt on the 17/12. Will also be doing my detail scan. I was having some cramps on the left side where i had the sharp pain previously. A bit worried. Was pretty painful.
I got a Doppler also. Pretty hard to get baby's heartbeat cos BB is still small plus he's moving around. It's really interesting to hear the Baby's heartbeat. At least I can hear Bb anytime I want now.
was fun catching up with everyone. Poor Joo has plenty to worry about. She haven't found anyone to look after Steph and Joo will be all alone with her on Tues. Her in-laws didn't turn up for Steph's full moon too... long story. Sighz. Poor Joo.
Steph has grown to a pretty girl, so cute! She's a bit dark due to all the sun tanning.
I got my birthday present from the girls. It's so cute, a set of precious moments dolls. Love it. We got a eye massager and a massager pen for Bin.
Tuesday, November 11, 2008
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
Went back to work after a long break. Got cramps still and my brown discharge increase. SobS. Working full shift tomolo, 12 hours at least. Sighz. Wonder can i make it thru.
Wanted to change my doctor appointment to next friday but was fully booked as usual. BB is very notti these few days. Always kicking and make me really sick and tummy full of wind. I had a bad scared on Sun. I had a bad headache and keep vomitting. Baby didn't kick. I was pretty scared. Luckily next day, baby started to kick again. Anyway to have one less worry i bought a Doppler online. I can hear the baby's heartbeat soon!! Guess will take about 1 month to arrive cos i use the cheapest shipping method.
I didn't met ting and bin last sat cos poor ting was down with flu. I can't go to my goddaughter's full moon celebration also cos there is singtel mega fair and manpower is really tight. Sighz. Sobs. Overall it's a pretty bad few days....
Saturday, November 1, 2008
My birthday Bouquet. Love it!