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Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Mummy's Baby photos.









Some of my baby pictures. I'm a really cute Baby!

Baby@ 12 weeks


Baby @ 12 weeks. Size: 5.86 cm

29 Oct Wed (Rain and Rain..)

Finally, Baby is 12 weeks!! BB is very active. Kicking and Boxing me. Poor BB looks very cramp up in the scan as BB keep stretching. Bb was very frustrated when Doctor was pressing the scanner on my tummy. BB keep pushing the womb and after a while look away and show me butts again. Angry little BB. Even Doctor commented that Bb is very active. I think i will have a hard time when Bb is bigger with all the kicking, boxing and stretching.


Was suppose to go back to work tomorrow but doctor advice me to rest more. So will only start work next month. Good thing also cos my birthday is on friday ! I'm a Halloween baby. I also did a blood test today. Have to draw out 3 Vials of blood!! I almost died! Luckily i don't have to take anymore injections. I'm also suppose to do the down syndrome test. But i decided not to as i feel tat even if Bb is high risk for Down Syn i would not abort so might as well not know and enjoy my pregnancy. I got enough to worry abt already. And today's bill is $405!! Wow !!

Poor Jooling. Eric parents decided not to look after her baby cos Eric sis insist on his mum looking after her son! Sighz. It's good and bad. Good cos Joo don't have to worry about his sis moving in. Bad cos poor little Stephanie have to go to nursery at a tender young age. Luckily my mum is looking after my little BB. She the one that insist I have a baby soon cos she wan a grandchild. So she happily voluntered to look after. I'm not comfortable with anyone else looking after my baby. My mum is sort of a professional babysister. She's been looking after babies for a long time. She has brought up more than 8 babies including myself and my silbings. She's currently looking after my neighbour 2 cute kids.

Video not so clear cos i record the actual video with my mobile frm the computer. Actual one is 166MB.

Saturday, October 25, 2008

Another Really Painful Injection

24th Oct Fri Rain..Rain And More Rain

Went for my 6th injection today. It's suppose to be tomorrow but no one to fetch me so have to go today. A/P Mary Rauff changed my medicine, it's more expensive now. $53 per injection. Sobs.. It's more painful than previous injection. For Bb sake.. SiGhz.

Thursday, October 23, 2008

LIttle Stephanie is Home!


22nd Oct Wed Rain


Little Stephanie is Finally Home. She currently still has jaundice. All the Best Joo !!
Went for my 6th injection today. Really painful today.. Another 3 to 4 more to go. Sighz.
Shawn was suppose to accompany me today but as usual his stuipd office ask him to go for some phone training last min from 1 to 6. DUH ! The Stuipd M1 always ask him to go for course on his off day and it's in the afternoon. So in a way you do not have any off day at all!! How is he going to accompany poor baby next time! Shawn only has 2 off day per week. His half day shift is always change to full day 90% of the time. And sometimes he even have to go back to work on his other off day! Poor Baby.. Think your Daddy better change his job soon. That's one BIG reason why i left m1 and join singtel. You will have no life in M1. You start work either at 1030 or 130 and end off like 12 mn! 12mn is considered early. I went home at 3am before a few times. And once poor shawn actually came home the next day at 7am cos have to set up some stuipd roadshow. My min OT in m1 is more than 30 hours per month! How are you going to spent time with your kids?
I lost my motorola V9 red on sun at work. SoBs. I totally cannot remember where i left the phone. I'm getting senile. Luckily my sis gave me her motorola E2 which is one of my fave models. But i have 400 contacts and cos the phone is not 3G, i have to add in the other 150 contacts one by one. Sighz.

Monday, October 20, 2008

Baby @ 11 weeks

Can see the baby's face. Got sharp nose..



Baby @ 11 weeks 20th Oct. Size: 4.26cm

Walk in for appointment today cos of bleeding again. Sighz. Found out that my baby is too low. Too close to my Cervice. That's why i have bleeding problems. Sobz. If the baby doesn't move up i might have bleeding on and off. And also will have to have C-section and baby will be premature. Sobz. Doctor also said i might get heavy bleeding during my 3th tri and have to have emergency C-section. Now i'm on 9 days mc. Going for detail scan on 29th.

On the bright side, My baby is very active. Baby was boxing and kicking and bouncing around. Baby's so cute. Doctor was scolding Bb, says Bb always kicking that's why mummy bleeding. Bb became angry and kick even more. So Naughty. Definitly will be a notti little Bb when Bb's born.

Actually felt my baby move yesterday, was moving alone. I was pretty scared. Though Bb might have seizure. Luckily after the scan today, i reliase Bb's just too active.

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Pretty Stephanie



My Goddaugther Stephanie was born on 17th Oct to Happy Parents Joo and Eric. She's so cute ! Grow up healthy, little Stephanie !

18th Oct Sat Cloudy

Got a call early in the morning from my boss Jordan asking my to go to work!! on my off day!! Horrors of all horrors. 2 staff on MC. Sighz. Somehow i was on MC standby even though i have a appointment for my 5th injection. Anyway, i went back to work at 2.15 but i'm too tired and having cramps so i end up doing Ops rejection and 1 hour of information counter. When i went toilet i realise i was bleeding i went home. There was a patch of brown discharge but the sides are redish. I have to work tomorrow i wonder how can i tahan. Sighz..

Friday, October 17, 2008

First Day of Work

16th Oct Thrus Sunny

Today is my 1st day of work after a 2 weeks MC/hospitalization. I got sharp pains at the side and cramps. SiGhz. More brownish discharge also. Hope everything will be okay. Really have to rest and not walk around too much.

Received some bad news from my buddy Joo. Her baby had a seizure. Her amino fluid level is lower now too. Luckily she went to the doctor. She had to do a C-section tomorrow. GoOd LuCk Joo!!

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

GrandDad 53th birthday





















15th Oct Wed Hot & yet Rainy

Granddad 53th birthday is on 16th Oct but we are celebrating today cos I'm starting work tomorrow. Sighz.

Also I went for my 4th injection today. Yet another painful jab. Got some pain on my side today and a little bit of dark red spot. Hope everything will be okay tomorrow.

Daddy and His Copen




More Mummy and Daddy Pic

Taken when Daddy still at NS



Taken when mummy still slim.. SIGHZ


Taken at Auntie Pam's Wedding june 2008.

Daddy's Family Photo

Daddy's Pretty Mummy and Sisters. Taken at T3 during Chinese new year

Family Photos Taken at BB's Auntie Pam wedding

Mummy's Big extended Family

Mummy's Family

GodMummies


14th Oct Tues Cloudy

Shawn and I can feel my baby kicking today. So comforting to know BB is okay.

Today I met up with my buddy Ting for lunch. Both of us unfortunately has no mood to eat. Sighz. Ting is a little down, she feeling giddy and has taken off from work. Poor Ting. Most likely due to lack of iron and sugar.

A little history about my best buddies. I have known them for a really long time. Since primary school. Ting, Joo and Bin whom will be my little BB godmothers.

Ting is currently about 17 weeks pregnant with my godson. If i didn't had my miscarriage. My 1st baby would be the same age as Ting's. Both of us actually has the same EDD. We were so excited over it. BUT... Ting had the same problem as me currently too.. Her husband is Kun has is the most caring. Very funny and nice guy. Almost prefect husband. Really fun to be around.

Joo is currently about 33 weeks pregnant but she has low amino fluid. Only about 1cm frm placenta to the head. She's due for C-section on 20th Oct. Her EDD was suppose to be 19 Nov which will make her little Stephanie a scorpion like me and bin. Sighz. What's most important now is everything will be smooth for Joo and my little goddaughter will be healthy. Joo's currently under lots of stress now due to a lot of reasons which i can't write down ..... I have a little surprise full moon present for Joo. He he..

Bin unfortunately is not pregnant which is good due to obvious reason. She not married and but hopes to get married and start a family soon. As soon as she and Sky find the perfect house. GOOD LUCK !!

Me, Ting and Joo actually has lots in Common both good and bad:
1. Eldest in the family
2. Have younger brother
3. Husband is the only son
4. Husband has older sister
5. Sister in law have children
6. Our Child will be the First internal Grandchild
7. Our child will be the first external Grandchild
8. Complicated pregnancy
9. Have to go on long mc

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Ultrasound video@ 9 weeks



Another video of ultrasound @ 9 wks without the heartbeat

Heartbeat @ 9weeks

Baby Heartbeat @ 9 weeks. Unable to video BB moving cos BB fell asleep.. Sighz.

Baby @ 9 weeks


Taken @ 9 weeks on 08 OctOct. Baby @ 2.67 cm.
Baby is moving ! Sobs * Tears of Joy*
With my new Doctor A/P Mary Rauff @ Nuh. Had my first series of injection. Have to take injection every 3 days till 12 weeks. Sobs

Baby @ 8 weeks



Taken @ 8 weeks on 1st Oct and another on 4th Oct
Baby @ 2 cm
Had really big bleeding at 11pm on 1st Oct. Rushed to Raffles hospital. Luckily baby was fine
Spotting again on 4th during work. Had a really painful injection.

Baby @ 7 weeks


Taken @ 7 weeks on 23 Sep Baby @ 1.1 cm.
Can hear his little heart beating.
Was having some spotting problems. SIghz..

Baby @ 6 weeks


Taken @ 6 weeks on 15 Sep. Baby @ 0.37 cm.
Having bad cramps so went to see the doctor..

Baby @ 5 weeks


Taken @ 5 weeks on 09 Sep. Birth Sac @ 0.81 cm

I can feel my Baby moving !!

Today, I actually felt my baby kicking! I placed my hand on my tummy just out of curiosity and i felt my baby kicking. It's a light tub tub. I quickly ask shawn to try and he felt it too ! Wow! It's a really wonderful feeling.

Little Baby at 9 weeks

8Th Oct 2008 Wed

Visited my new doctor, A/Professor Mary Rauff. She was my sister in law's doctor. A/P Mary is an expert on pregnancy complications. It was a long drive to NUH from Sengkang. She was previously at Mount Elizabeth but moved to NUH.

I do not actually want to deliver at NUH, i prefer Raffles Hospital which was where my previous doctor was located. But well, i had no choice. Sighz. The good thing is NUH is a lot cheaper than Raffles hospital. But then again A/P Mary is a lot more expensive.

A/P Mary explained to me that the cause could be my baby's placenta was not strong enough that's why when i actually stand too long or walk around i start to bleed as the placenta detach slightly from the womb. She was pretty worried about my baby's size. The cure is to bed rest myself and take injections every 3 wed and sat. Which was pretty hard as i really afraid of the needle and also my Work. I'm in the retail line. Also, I took a test to check on my mental health and i'm under depression. I have to be really careful.

Luckily the ultrasound result was great. There is no blood clot. My baby is at a healthy 2.6cm and heart is beating great. And the best thing is little BB started to kick and move. I was crying tears of joy. Shawn tried to record it down but the baby feel asleep. Sobs.

10 weeks and a long way more to go


It's been a really long ride. Even though it's only been 10 weeks. It's full of ups and downs.

A little history: Just 2 months ago, on 5th August 2008, I lost my first baby at 7 weeks. I was totally devastated. The pregnancy was unexpected but it was a real joy to me and my husband when we finally accept it. Everything was smooth until i had my cramps at work on sat then on mon night i had spotting and on tues the baby was gone. It was a really depressing time for my husband and I but luckily we had the support of friends and family. Especially my 3 close friends.

3 weeks later I felt different and took a pregnancy test and it was positive ! But the road is long and hard. I had multiple spotting problems. Had to see the doctor almost every week to check. I either have brown spotting or red. Once i bleed a lot and had to rush to ER. Luckily the baby is fine. I'm on bed rest now till 15th. Had to take injection every 3 days. It's a lot better now. Brown spotting on and off still. I do fear going back to work as i'm afraid i will start bleeding again. Sighz. Just have to be really careful and rest well.