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Thursday, November 27, 2008

Injection AgAin!

26 Nov Wed Sunny

I went to the doctor again today. She assure me it's the ligaments that's causing my pain as it's stabbing pains not cramps. Due to my job nature with all the extra walking and standing, my ligaments is overstrain plus my womb is too tense. She advice more rest so gave me Hospitalization leave till 05/12. I had to take injections 2 times a week ! SobS. I will be checking with Raffles to see if i can get the injections there instead. NUH is too far. Got my 9th injection today and many more to go !!

Tuesday, November 25, 2008

25 Nov Wed Cloudy

On mc today again. Yesterday manage to fall asleep around 5 am. I woke up at 930 with sharp pains again. I tried calling the hospital but nurse and doctor is busy. Manage to get a call back at 12. The nurse said Doctor ask me to see her tomorrow if the pain is still there and if any bleeding to go to ER straight away. Really worried now. So far what i read online seems to suggest placenta abruption which means the placenta is dislocated from the womb. About 20% of cases has no bleeding at first. HOW HOW? I will be seeing the Doctor again tomorrow at 9.50am. Hope everything will be fine.

Another injection.. SobS

24/11 Monday Cloudy

I have been having sharp pains again since Sat evening. Really felt like crying at work on Sat. Took MC on Sun cos woke up with sharp pains again. Called Mary Rauff. She told me since no bleeding, don't worry and rest. Went to see her today. Turn out my womb too tense..Sobs. I have to take weekly injections. The injection today is really painful !! It's the 8th. I actually have tears rolling down my eyes. Now I'm still having the pains and it's getting worst. There is a bit of red spotting and i have to work 12 hours shift tomorrow. Really don't know what to do now. I really feel like crying again. I tried to lie down and it hurts even more. I have to sit up. How ?? Sighz. I'm really worried. BB is fine so far. Mary Rauff took BB's heartbeat today with a Doppler. It's between 156 to 158. While I was in pain, BB kicked me a few times.

I really feel like quitting my job for BB's sake. But money wise how? Don't want to keep taking money from Shawn's Dad. Also lost out on the maternity benefits, the 4 months leave and the company will actually be giving me $1200. Somemore hard to find a job later also with all the recession going on. Singtel is still doing pretty well so no worries about losing my job. But really wonder how long i can tahan. Everytime go back to work, new problems will occur. I though i was getting better so i started to serve customers. Who knows the customers on sat make me walk there and here so many times. Wan to see this and that and this and that. I actually served one guy for 1 hour and 20 mins !! I was walking to and fro like 10 times! I gave up sitting and was standing up cos tired of getting down and up the chair. Then the pain started in the evening around 6 plus. I tried to work and gave up around 7. Then I sat down in the pantry till 730 and went to the information counter after that. Now taking mc also pretty hard with manpower problems, if i take mc, my colleagues have to stay back or come back from their off day. Feel really bad. HOW HOW ??
Also getting really irritated with shawn. Keep playing CS !! And don't let me sleep ! I'm so tired and sleepy and in pain ! Really Angry with him !

4.30am !!
I can't sleep at all! I have been trying to sleep since 3am but the pain is too much. It's worst when I lay down. I had to sit up. The pain is gone now but I'm wide awake!!

Thursday, November 20, 2008

Baby @ 15 weeks






19 Oct Wed Rainy

Went to the Doctor's appt today. Mary Rauff is back. Good news is my placenta is not as low as before but still low. Bb is looking good. Can see the bones on the ultrasound. So cute. I can see the fingers and spine. So Cute ! Can't see whether girl or boy yet, Bb felt asleep and legs was crossed. Sighz, have to wait till next appt on the 17/12. Will also be doing my detail scan. I was having some cramps on the left side where i had the sharp pain previously. A bit worried. Was pretty painful.

I got a Doppler also. Pretty hard to get baby's heartbeat cos BB is still small plus he's moving around. It's really interesting to hear the Baby's heartbeat. At least I can hear Bb anytime I want now.


Mummy's Diet (What Little Nigel is Eating too..)




Everyday, I'm eating 2 prenatal vitamins, 1 calcium pill, 1 DHA, 2 folic acid, 1 cod liver oil, 2 goats' milk tablets and a table spoon of bird nest. Plus 3 hormone tablets too. Total: 12 pills !! Wow !!

Stephanie's Baby Shower Plus my birthday present !


16 Oct Sat


I rush down to Joo's place after my shift ends at 6. Everyone was there. It

was fun catching up with everyone. Poor Joo has plenty to worry about. She haven't found anyone to look after Steph and Joo will be all alone with her on Tues. Her in-laws didn't turn up for Steph's full moon too... long story. Sighz. Poor Joo.

Steph has grown to a pretty girl, so cute! She's a bit dark due to all the sun tanning.

I got my birthday present from the girls. It's so cute, a set of precious moments dolls. Love it. We got a eye massager and a massager pen for Bin.

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Baby @ 14 weeks


Baby @ 14 weeks. 8.1 cm.
Suppose to be bigger but poor BB all cramp up so hard to measure

11 Nov 08 Tues Rainy Day

Since I started work I have been having some sharp pains at the bottom of the tummy and near the left side of near the Belly Button. Also brown discharge been inceasing and with dried blood. Sobs. Bb also moving less. Very worried. Unfortunatly A/P Mary Rauff is on leave so went to Dr Hannah. She assure me Bb is okay and she exclamied when she saw Bb " Your baby is so big". Bb is pretty fat. Bb was sleeping at first and woke up after all the poking. Then started to bounce up and down. We can see Bb little eyes, they look small. Poor Bb look so cramp up also. Poor Bb. Sobs. I also had my 7th injection today. Painful !!


Tuesday, November 4, 2008

First day of work after a long break...

4th Oct Tuesday Sunny and yet rainy..

Went back to work after a long break. Got cramps still and my brown discharge increase. SobS. Working full shift tomolo, 12 hours at least. Sighz. Wonder can i make it thru.

Wanted to change my doctor appointment to next friday but was fully booked as usual. BB is very notti these few days. Always kicking and make me really sick and tummy full of wind. I had a bad scared on Sun. I had a bad headache and keep vomitting. Baby didn't kick. I was pretty scared. Luckily next day, baby started to kick again. Anyway to have one less worry i bought a Doppler online. I can hear the baby's heartbeat soon!! Guess will take about 1 month to arrive cos i use the cheapest shipping method.

I didn't met ting and bin last sat cos poor ting was down with flu. I can't go to my goddaughter's full moon celebration also cos there is singtel mega fair and manpower is really tight. Sighz. Sobs. Overall it's a pretty bad few days....

Saturday, November 1, 2008

28th Birthday !

From my singtel buddies, YeeVen and Carol. I always wanted to get a themo flask for myself. And i love precious moments stuff.

My birthday Bouquet. Love it!

Me and shawn at Si Chuan Dou Hua


Me 3 months pregnant. I look like I'm 6 mths!!! SO FAT !



31st oct Friday Sunny

It's my 28th birthday ! Sighz. In my late twenties now. Pretty happy today Except that BB's dear Daddy didn't get me any birthday present!! I asked him abt it yesterday. He point to my tummy and says that's my birthday present !! Sobs. Luckily, this morning he got a bouquet of flowers for me. So I'm okay.
Went with Tommy and his gf, Jenny (whom share the same birthday) to Si Chuan Dou Hua rest at Plaza Park Royal. Great food and it's a buffet!! I had 4 servings of shark fins, big prawns, 2 fish and many others! And it's only $38 each plus somehow they gave us a 20% discount. I wonder why.. But as long there is discount i have no problem with it.
My family celebrated my birthday last week before my brother left for taiwan (army training) at a seafood rest.
Will be meeting my best buddies, bin, ting and their other half tomolo to celebrate mine and bin's birthday (7/11). Wonder what they got for me.. I love getting presents!! Joo is having her confinement so she can't met us.. SOBS