BB's a Boy !!!

This is a still imagine from the video, so it's not so clear.

You can see his ***** in between his legs.

Happy searching!!

Hehe...

(BB @ 18 weeks)

11 Dec Thrus Rainy..

I went to the Doctor today with Shawn due to my cramps. I had cramps again yesterday and it's pretty painful. A/P Mary Rauff assure me that I'm okay but she ask me to be careful and rest well. If the cramps start to get more frequent, I'm to see her immediately.

Today, A/P Mary tried to scan to see if BB is a boy or girl. At first, it's seems pretty hard cos BB was notti and show us backside view again. But she tried again and BB was more co-operative after some coaxing. And BB's a boy ! It's pretty obvious, I saw the ****** even before A/P Mary point it out to me. Whether boy or girl to me and Shawn doesn't matter as long as BB is healthy. The happiest person will be my father in law with his traditional Chinese thinking. Shawn seem really happy. He's been smiling to himself whole day. Most people I met guess BB is a boy due to the sharp of my tummy which's pretty sharp, only my friend Mary thinks BB is a girl. One reason is cos the 2 of us really like to have girls cos can doll them up.. hehe..

Me and Shawn went to parkway to browse for some baby clothes. The boys clothes are really boring. But I saw some pretty cute ones that I'm thinking of getting for his full moon party.

We have already decided on the Christan name pretty long ago. For Chinese, will be up to BB's granddad. If BB was a girl, it will be Hedi Yang since my fave Chloe is taken by Mathew's daughter.. Sobs. Boy will be Nigel or Rainer or Mattheus, as agreed by me and shawn. For me, I prefer, Enzo or Jaden which Shawn didn't like. We like Nigel and Mattheus equally, Nigel is simple, easy to remember while Mattheus is very unique. So thinking of Nigel Mattheus Yang, double names. Any Suggestions from anyone???

Meaning:

Mattheus: Gift of God

Nigel: Black.. hmmzz..

( Same day at 5.00am !! )

Havings sharp pains again! Can't sleep ! Sobs... Just sms my Manager to let her know that I'm not going for the shop meeting at 845am. Sighz..

I did a postnatal Depression test at the clinic. I'm under depression. Score for depression is 13 and I score 14. The nurse ask if I need to speak to anyone. But I told her no need since I think the depression come from worrying about the baby, the pains, the cramps and work. So no point la. Unless I can quit my job and all the funny pains and cramps stop, I will still be depressed... Sighz.